Currently, my living situation is a bit interesting. I'm about an hour and fifteen minutes away from my home, living in a different city for about two months while I work on a production.
I have never really been away from everyone I've ever known before and I absolutely hate it. Being alone is one of my biggest fears and here I am, alone for two whole months. At times it could be a lot worse but at times I can barely stand it.
I miss my family, I miss my friends, and most of all, I miss my boyfriend. He's only three hours away but it might as well be the moon with how busy we both are. God, I fucking hate it. Today's a particularly bad day, as you might have gathered. When the show is going well I can sorta lose myself in it, but the last few days have been particularly frustrating (tech generally is fairly stressful) and so living in this city with people I don't know is basically unbearable.
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